TikTok star Selena Gomez and Tayler Holder reflect on the challenging past year and its impact on his life and mental well-being.
In an exclusive interview with PEOPLE, Holder shares his experiences dealing with false sexual assault allegations, the consequences he faced, and his journey toward healing and self-discovery.
A Painful Physical and Emotional Journey
Tayler Holder recounts a severe accident last year when he was riding pit bikes without a helmet. He suffered a sprained shoulder and a broken nose, requiring surgery.
Despite recovering physically, Holder reveals the lingering emotional pain caused by the events that unfolded in his life.
As a young influencer, Holder expresses the harsh realities of living in the public eye. He acknowledges the intense scrutiny and high expectations placed upon individuals in his position.
Holder explains how any misstep or wrongdoing is amplified and blown out of proportion due to the public nature of his life.
False Allegations and Online Harassment
In January 2022, Holder became the target of sexual assault allegations spread on social media, which he attributes to “jealous young influencers.”
He vehemently denies these accusations, emphasizing the lack of evidence to support them.
Holder expresses frustration with the internet culture that allows baseless claims to gain traction without accountability.
The fallout from the allegations took a toll on Holder’s online presence.
He experienced a significant loss of followers on Instagram and TikTok, leading to feelings of despair and indifference towards his own well-being.
The impact was severe, with Holder admitting that he reached a point where he didn’t care about waking up the next day.
A Fresh Start in Nashville
In October 2022, Holder made the decision to leave Los Angeles and relocate to Nashville, seeking a more peaceful environment.
In Music City, he collaborates with talented singer/songwriters, finding solace in their creative synergy.
Holder explains that the move allowed him to reconnect with his faith and discern who truly belongs in his life.
Despite his progress, Holder admits that he still grapples with the emotional aftermath of the ordeal.
He shares his newfound experience with anxiety and depression, acknowledging the impact it has had on his energetic and optimistic nature.
Notably, Holder expresses disappointment that those he considered close to him failed to offer support during his darkest moments.